Saturday, October 22, 2011
Since leaving for College and coming back home, I have gained 22 or so POUNDS. That horrifies me. My whole teenage life I was around 119 lbs and I never had a problem with eating too much and gaining weight. My jeans don't fit, my shirts are too tight, and I just look gross. For a while now, I have tried to stop eating so many sweets and eating at night, but I just can't seem to resist the goodness of chocolate. AND, the hardest part for me is that I can't get anyone to work out with or agree do a diet with me. I am the kind of person that NEEDS the support of another to complete a goal this big. I have been stuck behind this wall for a long time, and I can't seem to get over it. I HATE the way I look right now though, and I need to do something.